Dee, Let Me Clear My Throat

Note To Self - Don’t Go That Way

The Shadow Within
Trying to stay positive can sometimes be hard to do.
Especially when there are times life has given up on you.
The light that was once shining is all but a blur in the dark.
As it shadows around me and brands a heavy mark.
Sometimes the abyss looks be in the eye, as it lures me to its depth.
Sucking any hopes of tomorrow, or anything inside I have left.
It is hard to find reasons to glow right again.
It feels like a hopeless battle, that will someday my life with it end.
It pierces me to the point I am but a memory of myself and a life I had before.
How do I hold strong against its strength, when sometimes the light seems brighter on the other side of the door?
Written By: Dee McVay

Self Reflection-Teach Myself To Reach Myself Is A Whole Other Level

A Stranger's Eyes
I looked through the eyes of a stranger at all the things I didn't want to see. Many bouts with darkness that always tried to run free. Depression found a home in the center of the pain, that took over the world pounding down like rain. The storm grew and knocked down a life that was only trying to live, but the thunder echoed louder, with all it had to give. Trying to seek shelter from home, left the journey feeling lost, abandoned and alone. Finding a way to keep warm from the cold elements of the abyss outside, only left room for any hope to reside. Wiping the sadness away from my eyes, uncovered the mask that was hiding in disguise. Blocking a true reality that was now plain to see. The stranger's eyes I found, actually belonged to me. Written by: Dee McVay

Soo My Personalities Have Questions

Hardest Day
The first year will be the hardest I hear people say,
There will be many moments without you in each passing day.
Time continues, as picture reflections only memories can hold,
Some of which will have stories, never again to be retold.
Holidays will come and go, closing out the year.
With a Christmas ending left, of no holiday cheer.
Presents will be replaced, wrapped only in my eyes,
Hidden by a smile now, displayed as a happy disguise.
There will be only a chair pulled out for me,
As yours reflects the emptiness of where you used to be.
I don’t need Santa to come and put me on his list,
Instead, I pray to GOD, to help get me through, each day you are missed.
                                                                   --- Dee McVay 2023

No Title Again - Just Good Ol’ Me

Just needed to talk and put myself somewhere tonight. 

It’s Me Again - No Script, Just Me. Well, and My Other Personalities

It's Me Again - No Script, Just Me. Well, and My Other Personalities
I think the title can speak for itself. 

No Title, Just Me - Part 2

Here is the part two as promised! No script. No notes. Just me being me, open mic and talking. Please be sure to check out part one. As, well as my other 13 Podcast on here. 
Have a blessed day!

No Title, Just Me - Part 1

No script. No preplanning. Just me being open and talking on the microphone. This is part one of two. I accidently cut myself off and pressed stop instead of pause when I had to take a moment to help mom with something. So, I went back in and made a part 2. Guess what it is called? You'll never guess. Ok I'll tell ya. It's called, No Title, Just Me - Part 2. Original right? lol

”Let Me Clear My Throat” - Many Call Him Homeless - He Prefers The Title Veteran

I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States of America and to the Republic for which it stands, one Nation under God, indivisible, with liberty and justice for all.

Not All Homeless Are Homeless

Give Me Just One Moment in Your Time..... 

Skittles Party for Teens – Where There is No Pot of Gold at The End of Their Rainbow

Not all candy comes from a candy store, sometimes it comes from your very own bathroom.